Showing posts with label ramblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ramblings. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

The Silence of Rain

The rain I know when I was a kid, is different from the rains at Bangalore. The rain here sounds harsh - the sound of rain falling on roof tops, the sound of rain lashing on windows of high rise buildings - this sounds nothing like the rain I have grown up with, or I have fallen in love with - but still, I love this rain too.

Rain has a life of its own - calm and wild at the same time, serene and harsh at the same time - I think it is the duality of its nature which makes it more interesting.

Have you ever tried to listen to the silence of rain? No, you can’t try it in a city - when you sit inside your car with rain drops falling on the roof of your car, which is stuck in the traffic jam for last one hour, listening to the silence of rain will be the last thing in your mind, usually.

Get out and go to an open field, or to a hill, or to a river side - the whole picture changes.
The moments when you are alone, with rain playing the harmony for your company - moments like that are best to listen to the rain and enjoy the silence of rain.
There is silence behind every sound. Listen to the rain - the sound it makes when the drop falls on the leaves, on the ground, on the water puddle - listen to the sound of the wind - take all in, and concentrate. Filter out everything around you, and listen only to the sound of rain drops falling around you - enveloping you in a soundscape of its own - and reach for it - grab it and wrap it around you - and when you are fully immersed in it, the silence behind the sound will draw you in - the silence that allows the rain to sing.

PS: this post was triggered by this song


Friday, July 31, 2009

playing with myEgo

dont be too hard on me - this is my first try on both 55wordfiction and haiku... :)

H-1
I will NOT share fame
I will NOT Compromise on any thing
I OWN the center stage

H-2
bikes gadgets food camera books
I learn I experiment and I love
DIY is my golden mantra

H-3
patience is not my virtue
I demand I get what I ask
I never bow my Ego


and here goes the 55wordfiction:

He was not sure how to break the ice. She looked polished, hot and too sure about herself.Resigned, he opened his laptop and started playing his favourite game. Suddenly he felt some one near his seat.she asked him "i love your Ego". He smiled and handed her his brand new Wipro Ego laptop



Sunday, June 21, 2009

sinful indulgence


Few weeks back, me and R was returning from Commercial Street, and we stopped at Thoms bakery on a whim to find whether we can get some Toblerone chocolates. Though we couldn’t get any, I saw a beauty there who tugged my heart strings a lot. After a lot of deliberation and tug of war between purse (not mine, but R's ;) )and heart, I gave in and last Saturday we went and brought her home - A bottle of Davidoff Café Espresso 57



Until next time, kaapi nirvaana

(Shamelessly smooched this 'until next time' thing from manuscrypts blog)
(ps: we did get the tobleones whn we went to pick up the coffee :) )

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Shoolagiri Ride

We did a small lazy Sunday morning ride to Shoolagiri hills with fellow nomads. The weather was fine, the roads smooth and the company, wonderful. Only spoiler was that, I got a sos from my office in between and had to rip back to reach office to get something done. But overall, a nice ride for three of us :-D


Some pictures from the recent Shoolagiri ride with BN.

A cool breezy and lazy sunday morning, getting ready to start teh ride



Breakfast stop @ A2B, near Krishnagiri



and here we are - Bikes at Shoolagiri



Bikes lined up



The nomads



Symmetry



Self Portrait



The place

Friday, April 17, 2009

Ta da, till May


At last, I am off to kerala, on a 3 week vacation. Will be back by may 11th (hopefully ;) ).
Take care, and yeah, I will miss blogworld. 


Monday, April 13, 2009

last weekend

Last weekend: 

* had fun

* went to Sherlock holmes. Should have found out this place a lot earlier. Liked the place. thnx A, for the fantastic time, and introducing me to SH.

* Met Vicks, went for a spin in his new U-VA. the car rocks. hogged ice creams from Safal

* Watched Fast and Furious 4 - I love the movie, especially, the last scene. Dom rocks. So do Muscle Cars.

* had a long chat with my sis. I Miss her.

* went to Boca Grande, had nice time meeting Minnu and Pratsie. Played lot of pranks and did lot of silly stuff - it was FUN.

* went to Total to do the last bit of shopping before going home

* met friend J and stayed over at his place. Man, I am going to miss you.

* went to lalbagh for a morning walk. Met Monica, Shanu, Minnu and some otehr friends. it was Fun.

* Met Kalyan varma, one of India's most famous wildlife photographers.

* Transported all the stuff I kept at J's home to my home - Jeevs carried more stuff than an Auto could carry. Well, almost.

* called up G, and the news is not that good. Get well soon, G.

* missed my friends S and S. Hope to catch up with you S, before I go home.

*Treated myself with a Sennheiser HD202

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

The Chief

I saw this test at minnus blog and couldn't resist doing it.

The results are - well, it is out there, and now you tell me if this is the me you know :-D

I am ENTJ according to the test

Click to view my Personality Profile page

I found this link (again from minnus page) and this is what the site says about me:

ENTJ:
decisive, fearless, planner, thrill seeker, engaged, social, self centered, comfortable around others, image conscious, likes to be center of attention, adventurous, outgoing, manipulative, emotionally stable, leader, ambitious, hard working, dominant, prepared, hates to be bored, confident, opinionated, analytical, prepares for worst case scenarios, organized, orderly, clean, driven, resourceful, finishes most things they start, achieving, risk taker, desires fame/acclaim, image focused, narcissistic, arrogant, perfectionist, driven, academic, scientific, critical, avoids giving in to others, does not like to compromise, skeptical

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Happy Holi

It is the time again - the festival of colors... Wish you all a very happy holi from Me and R. 




Sunday, March 1, 2009

Just another random post


I know there is no point in saying I am back once more, to vanish to thin air after posting one or two posts, so , no, I am not back. But I am alive, and kicking. I think all those who used to visit this place are long gone, and this is like a abandoned warehouse...

Past couple of weeks, I was kind of totally away from net - no blog, not much tweets, no orkut, no chat sessions...the reason being, I was entrusted with some rather heavy responsibilities at my workplace, and that kind of robbed my online life. 

Though I am always a hard core Royal Enfield Bullet fan, I never liked the Royal Enfield Thunderbird much - Till LJ loaned me his Red eye for a couple of days, couple of months back. Now Red Eye is again back in my hands, and this time, I let her go completely, and man, I love every moment I ride her. She do have her share of quirks, but hey, she is from the RE stable, and a bike without some quirks is not a RE product. I love the way she scares the traffic and the way she pulls and pulls - thanks to couple of well thought out mods by LJ, and the padded seat is like a recliner chair. LJ, your red-eye rocks. (and yeah, Jeevs is getting some well needed rest, and I am sure he is happy about that. who will not love some rest after a long hard day of work)

I think I will have more time n my hands from this week, and I don’t plan to abandon this place - so if any of you still drop down here, thanks for coming and keep coming.

ps: if you love Dilbert, you may like to take a look here- a HUGE repository of Dilbert strips - from the very first one...




Tuesday, January 20, 2009

rails and roads...

You know what is most depressing about day time train journeys? Itz them, the roads.

You can see the roads twisting and snaking along the rail track - smooth flat tarmacs, single lane country roads, dusty mud trails - name it and you can see them - you can see them so close that you can touch them, yet they are so far that you cant touch them, and it brings you memories of riding - piloting your bike through the twists and turns, the wind on your face, the control at your fingers, the dust, the music of the engine, the sun and the tea at the road side tea stall and the freedom - the freedom to follow any trail you choose at your own will - and it makes you wonder why are you sitting in a train compartment and watching it like you sit back at the movie house and watching the action unfold than being a part of the action.

 

But when all said and done, train journey hold itz own charm - the chai wallahs, the food at train platforms, the 'almost forgot' lazy village stations, the bustle and hustle at the major stations, the wide verity of people you come across, the cross section of country where you live, the music of the wheels, the door steps - itz the next charming way to travel than by road.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Lone Wolf en-caged!


Long crazy lone rides….
Night outs with me, myself and my bike….
Working my a** out like there is no tomorrow….
Getting drenched in rain and giving no hoots to what others say…
Lazing around the whole day on my bean bag, with mugs of coffee, books, songs and my xbox...

Enjoying Life and its simple pleasures as a solitary traveler, I was a happy simple single soul till I met her and talked to her – and then I realized I have a void in my life which I never realized… a space which needs to be filled…

A charming smile, a warm heart, she took me by storm and I decided hang up my bachelors hat….. I am extremely happy to tell you that we – Me and Ramya, celebrated our engagement ceremony on Jan 16th, 2009.

Yeah, i am happy and I feel like a teenager out for his first date... 


Sunday, January 4, 2009

Happy times...

 I think at lest some if you may have wondered where did I go awol - the truth is, no where. I didn’t go any where (well, other than  a trip to Chennai and a hitchhiking trip to kerala) but I was feeling lazy to the bone...

I was blog hoping as usual and saw this tag at damsels page and then I read Ps's blog about writing down 5 things which makes you happy and I decided... this is the best way to break my lazy spell... so here it is - a partial list of things which makes me happy... (they r not in any particular order)

1. Rain- it makes me feel at ease...

2.My diaries..:)

3.the sea..

4. calvin and hobbes!!:), P.G.wodehouse, and archies!!!!

5.tom and jerry. 

6.Blogs of Tys and many more

7.my college and school

8. my friends 

9. the old greeting cards and gifts from college days

10. my collection of automobile magazines and posters

11. my books

12. cooking

13. babies

14. bird's nest

15. playing in the puddle

16. kite running

17. long solitary walks

18. cold.. the more cold it is, the more i love the weather. (I love the weatehr at Bangalore now)

19. times with my friends, the silly talks and all that...

20. Indian coffee house

21. Filter coffee

22. My toolkit

23. working on my bikes and car

24. Long rides on my bikes

25. Train journeys

26. travelling

27. star gazing

29.powercuts

30. rainbows

31. busy getting lazy

32. NFS

33. listening to songs

34. working out 

35. trekking

36. ice creams

37. bobbanum moliyum, mayavi and kapeesh

38. Royal Enfield Bullet

39. airtel tune by ARR

40. making my friends smile

41. the 5 minutes sleep, just before I get up...

42. swimming and playing in water

the list goes on....

I would love to read the list of Gazal, Ps, Cess, Anamika, Kochu, Nikhil, Tys and Tia and of any one who would like to do this... 

Some snaps I took from the recent Chennai trip:



the journy starts...

free runner

thitli

DSC_0575

on and on...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Never I thought all is white and black.
Said people, if you trust-
broken heart is what you will be left with,
but I said, for every broken trust-
i will find ten another
For my trust is not on a man, but on mankind
and one is not whole, but an isle
in the land of Atlantis
Each small piece of trust broken
leaves me a little hollow
but like a ball thrown down
bounce back, I will.
A forfeited smile, a sublime betrayal
will never break the trust
for the forest is not a tree.

 

This is for you, my friend - the trust you broke today will make place my trust on others with more confidence, and I will keep doing it till I am the last man standing... I promise to myself that betrayals will never take me down, but will make me bounce back harder... 

Monday, December 8, 2008

points..





Point 1: Last weekend was hectic - and I discovered a new love - Cycling. The new partner in crime is a slick blue Firefox Fusion - i am now totaly in love with the light weight blue bird or a cycle. Ove rthe last weekend, I put a considearble amount of mileage and did some quick speed runs (and clocked 50+ kmph at ORR, near Marathahally)

Point 2: After a really long gap, I got contact details of a friend and called her up - it was after 10 years we are talking to each other, and man, it really felt good.

Point 3: If any of you like karnatic music, do check out this - Alaipayuthe, new classical album from Yesudaas. 

Awesome is not enough. 
(If you go to that link, look for teh album Alayipayuthe - i am not able to get a permalink to the album) And yeah, songs from Oye Lucky Lucky Oye! - love them too..

Point 4: NFS is reclaiming me.. ANd I enjoy re-living the old gaming days... and no, I am not playing the latest NFS Undercover, but the old NFS MW.

Point 5: I cook dinner regulerly now, and I am enjoying every moment of it. (Poor my room mate - i dont think I can say same about him ;) )

Point 6: there is no point 6. itz time to get back to work... December is a busy and hectic month... :|

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

I refuse...

Open the newspaper any day, and chances are that you will see some news about terror in some parts of our country.

Do you live in a shadow of terror? Do you think twice before you get out of your home? Do you think you are still ready to take that road trip / vacation / outing without some nagging worry in your mind? Would you think twice before heading to a shopping mall or a cinema hall?

I don’t. I feel safe walking down the street. I feel happy riding my bike to there and nowhere. This is MY home. Some insane lunatics can’t take this from me. If you see cockroaches in your house, do you live in a state of fear? Or do you take preventive measures to eradicate them from your space?

I agree that our country is vulnerable. I know that most of our politicians are useless and are interested only in playing poli-trics and making money.
But I will not let that knowledge plant a seed of fear in my mind.

But I know that our army will fight till their last breath before the enemy sets foot in our soil. I refuse to live in a shadow of perpetual terror - for I believe, the moment you succumb to terror, the elements who want to disrupt India wins. The ultimate aim of all the terror attacks is to make people live in a state of fear, and I refuse to be a victim.

"Cowards die many times before their deaths, the valiant never taste of death but once." - Julius Ceaser.

rants

Am I a feminist? 

(This blog is inspired by Usha’s blog. If you have not read it, take few moments to read the blog. ) 

Dictonary.com says feminism is the doctrine advocating social, political, and all other rights of women equal to those of men. By that definition, yes, I am a staunch feminist.

I don’t believe in discrimination of any kind. Man or women, at the end, all are separate individuals. And all individuals have equal rights.
I was hoping around in the blogsphere and I saw a blog where the author has written a comment made by author’s friend “A new women joined our office and she got promoted. Obviously, she slept her way around” - I was like – man, wtf. If it is a guy who got promoted, will any one say he got promoted coz he slept around? I hardly see that. 
I see lot of discrimination happening around women around me.I have heard many of my friends saying that they hate men because of the experience they had.  But when I think about it, I have friends who hate women because of the experiences they had.

In my opinion, generalizing people under a gender is something which one should not do. I have seen many women bloggers saying "never trust a man" and I have seen an equal number of guys’ blogging "never trust women". If you look around, you can see the good, bad and ugly in both the genders. Michael Schumacher is a guy - does that mean all guys are good drivers? Absolutely not. I have seen guys who should not even be allowed to come near a car or a bike, driving merrily to their hearts content. I have seen excellent women drivers who can give any man a run for their money. But that does not prove that all women are excellent drivers. 

It is all in the individuals. Why drag gender/cast/creed/color and build barricades? Why cant people be taken as individuals and appreciated / abhorred for what they are, than taking examples and generalize the whole? 

Hm. Now I realize I started this blog from one topic, and then went to another topic.. digression digression… the ban of a wandering mind. 

IF you are a mallu, watch this video – this is hilarious. I got this from Manu’s blog


 





Lori maari poyi….

Monday, December 1, 2008

Happy B'day, Veenzie...

Wish you a very very happy b'day, veenzie. You are always dear to me, and I know we will be like this in future also.

 I wish you more and more happiness, peace and blissfulness in your life and I wish life will present you with a smile, what ever the circumstances may. 

Be there always and keep making our life fantastic by adding more and more sunshine as you keep doing. 

((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Nothing Much...



 I picked up a set of colors and brushes when I went for the book launch of 34BGAC, and after much delibration, put them to some use today. 

It do feel good, playing with colors after a really long break, and I have a long way to go to reach where I was before, but what the heck, I am happy :-D nd that is what all matters.


Friday, September 5, 2008

leaving on a jet plane



Well, not exactly. it is more like leaveing on a red train... no points for guessing, I am off to Kerala, my home for a short break. Plan to be back by 11th.
I have not replied to all your comments in the previous posts, and I am sorry - will reply to it as soon as I am back. 

between winnipoohie gave me a very sweet award and I am quoting her verbatim 
(yeah yeah, shameless elf promotion, I know. sue me :P ) 
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Anoop Kumar is his name,
"xh" is his fame  *winks*
A biker to the core
And many other talents, hidden in the core 

Cooking and looking ?
Wining and dining
workoholic to the core
Romantic too.. can anyone ask for more? 
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I am giving this award to all in my blogroll :-D

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Read On...

***warning:Long post ahead***
Usually, I dont blog forward mails. I love reading them and I do ask my friend to keep sending me forward mails. But blogging, I beloive, is a place for me to express myself. 

But this mail was so much different, that I had  to simplyy blog it. Many tims, we do lose sight of the hardword other put to make our life easy. When we work hard, cutting the deadlines, delivering the project in the stipulated budget, when we let our job guide our benchamark of hardwork, we lose sight of the amount of hardwork other do, and we tend to drive home the point across every one who care to listen that the work we do is the most strenoues work. 

I can say from my heart that I dont think the work I do is strenous enough - yes yes, it is all true about the 'we use our brains, not muscles, it is not a matter of writing just few lines' part, and I agree with it, but that does not make the hard work of a daily labourer any less demanding. But I have often seen manyof my friends looking down at people who are not in IT, and saying, they dont know how tough our life is. well, this forward os for all those who think so. 
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A real story  ...A gossip between a Solider and Software Engineer in 
Shatabdhi Train .........An interesting  and a must   read! 

Vivek Pradhan was not a happy man. Even the plush comfort of the 
air-conditioned compartment of the Shatabdhi express could not cool his 
frayed nerves. He was the Project Manager and still not entitled to air 
travel. It was not the prestige he sought; he had tried to reason with the 
admin person, it was the savings in time. As PM, he had so many things to 
do!! 

He opened his case and took out the laptop, determined to put the time to 
some good use. 

"Are you from the software industry sir," the man beside him was staring 
appreciatively at the laptop. Vivek glanced briefly and mumbled in 
affirmation, handling the laptop now with exaggerated care and importance as 
if it were an expensive car. 

"You people have brought so much advancement to the country, Sir. Today 
everything is getting computerized." 

"Thanks," smiled Vivek, turning around to give the man a look. He always 
found it difficult to resist appreciation. The man was young and stockily 
built like a sportsman. He looked simple and strangely out of place in that 
little lap of luxury like a small town boy in a prep school. He probably was 
a railway sportsman making the most of his free traveling pass. 

"You people always amaze me," the man continued, "You sit in an office and 
write something on a computer and  it does so many big things outside." 

Vivek smiled deprecatingly. Naive ness demanded reasoning not anger. "It is 
not as simple as that my friend. It is not just a question of writing a few 
lines. There is a lot of process that goes behind it." 

For a moment, he was tempted to explain the entire Software Development 
Lifecycle but restrained himself to a single statement. "It is complex, very 
complex." 

"It has to be. No wonder you people are so highly paid," came the reply. 

This was not turning out as Vivek had thought. A hint of belligerence crept 
into his so far affable, persuasive tone. " 

Everyone just sees the money. No one sees the amount of hard work we have to 
put in. Indians have such a narrow concept of hard work. Just because we sit 
in an air-conditioned office, does not mean our brows do not sweat. You 
exercise the muscle; we exercise the mind and believe me that is no less 
taxing." 

He could see, he had the man where he wanted, and it was time to drive home 
the point. 

"Let me give you an example. Take this train. The entire railway reservation 
system is computerized. You can book a train ticket between any two stations 
from any of the hundreds of computerized booking centres across the country. 


Thousands of transactions accessing a single database, at a time 
concurrently; data integrity, locking, data security. Do you understand the 
complexity in designing and coding such a system?" 

The man was awestruck; quite like a child at a planetarium. This was 
something big and beyond his imagination. 

"You design and code such things." 

"I used to," Vivek paused for effect, "but now I am the Project Manager." 

"Oh!" sighed the man, as if the storm had passed over, 

"so your life is easy now." 

This was like the last straw for Vivek. He retorted, "Oh come on, does life 
ever get easy as you go up the ladder. Responsibility only brings more work. 


Design and coding! That is the easier part. Now I do not do it, but I am 
responsible for it and believe me, that is far more stressful. My job is to 
get the work done in time and with the highest quality. 

To tell you about the pressures, there is the customer at one end, always 
changing his requirements, the user at the other, wanting something else, 
and your boss, always expecting you to have finished it yesterday." 

Vivek paused in his diatribe, his belligerence fading with self-realization. 
What he had said, was not merely the outburst of a wronged man, it was the 
truth. And one need not get angry while defending the truth. 

"My friend," he concluded triumphantly, "you don't know what it is to be in 
the Line of Fire". 

The man sat back in his chair, his eyes closed as if   in realization. When 
he spoke after sometime, it was with a calm certainty that surprised Vivek. 

"I know sir.... I know what it is to be in the Line of Fire......." 
He was staring blankly, as if no passenger, no train existed, just a vast 
expanse of time. 

"There were 30 of us when we were ordered to capture Point 4875 in the cover 
of the night. 

The enemy was firing from the top. 

There was no knowing where the next bullet was going to come from and for 
whom. 

In the morning when we finally hoisted the tricolour at the top only 4 of us 
were alive." 

"You are a...?" 

"I am Subedar Sushant from the 13 J&K Rifles on duty at Peak 4875 in Kargil. 
They tell me I have completed my term and can opt for a soft assignment. 

But, tell me sir, can one give up duty just because it makes life easier. 

On the dawn of that capture, one of my colleagues lay injured in the snow, 
open to enemy fire while we were hiding behind a bunker. 

It was my job to go and fetch that soldier to safety. But my captain sahib 
refused me permission and went ahead himself. 

He said that the first pledge he had taken as a Gentleman Cadet was to put 
the safety and welfare of the nation foremost followed by the safety and 
welfare of the men he commanded... ....his own personal safety came last, 
always and every time." 

"He was killed as he shielded and brought that injured soldier into the 
bunker. Every morning thereafter, as we stood guard, I could see him taking 
all those bullets, which were actually meant for me . I know sir....I know, 
what it is to be in the Line of Fire." 

Vivek looked at him in disbelief not sure of how to respond. Abruptly, he 
switched off the laptop. 

It seemed trivial, even insulting to edit a Word document in the presence of 
a man for whom valor and duty was a daily part of life; valour and sense of 
duty which he had so far attributed only to epical heroes. 

The train slowed down as it pulled into the station, and Subedar Sushant 
picked up his bags to alight. 

"It was nice meeting you sir." 

Vivek fumbled with the handshake. 

This hand... had climbed mountains, pressed the trigger, and hoisted the 
tricolour. Suddenly, as if by impulse, he stood up at attention and his 
right hand went up in an impromptu salute. 

It was the least he felt he could do for the country. 

PS: The incident he narrated during the capture of Peak 4875 is a true-life 
incident during the Kargil war. Capt. Batra sacrificed his life while trying 
to save one of the men he commanded, as victory was within sight. For this 
and various other acts of bravery, he was awarded the Param Vir Chakra, the 
nation's highest military award. 

Live humbly, there are great people around us, let us learn! 
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Lety me finish this post with a snippet of comment i nicked from Prasanth bhai at Veenzies blog - "carry on living !!! its great :)"